I thought this was cheesy, but cute

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair, play with her hair. Talk to her every chance you get. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Just hold her hand. Tell her she looks pretty. Introduce her to your friends as The coolest girl I know. Sit in the park and talk to her. Tell her stupid jokes. Write her a note. Just walk around with her. Throw pebbles at her window at night. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of. Hold her hand in the mosh pit. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Call her back if she calls you. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Give her piggy-back rides. Give her space if she needs it. Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night when shes sick. Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones. Teach her something. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones.When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her, tell her.

Survey

Hey kids, it's a survey and I have no idea how to make a cut, so deal with it.

[Current Clothes] white tshirt and snowflake pajama pants
[Current Mood] sickly
[Current Music] foo fighters-next year
[Current Taste] orange juice
[Current Make-up] probably none right now
[Current Hair] messy and bleach blonde
[Current Annoyance] coughing a lot
[Current Smell] blueberry muffin candle
[Current Favorite Artist] steve barker
[Current Desktop Picture] Relient K
[Current Favorite Group] the perishers
[Current Book you're reading] Sacred Work: Planned Parenthood and Its Clergy Alliances by Tom Davis
[Current CD in CD Player] The Perishers- Let There Be Morning
[Current DVD in player] Old School
[Current Refreshment] Orange Juice
[Current Worry] that I won't feel better for work tomorrow

-L A S T . P E R S O N-
[You Touched] probably my mommy
[You Talked to] probably my mommy again
[You Hugged] wow, i guess i love my mommy
[You Instant messaged] greg, matt and twig
[You Yelled At] at my mom, jokingly

-F A V O R I T E-
[Food] three cheese macaroni and cheese, monte cristo's from Bennigan's, and english muffins with cream cheese and peanut butter.
[Drink] diet pepsi with lime
[Color] blue
[Album] i think that Relient K's mmhmm is their best yet.
[Shoes] flip flops or my sparkly shoes
[Candy] reese's peanut butter cups
[Animal] kitties and puppies!
[TV Show] CSI, Gilmore Girls and One Tree Hill
[Movie] Stand By Me
[Song] at the moment, it's "My Heart" by the Perishers
[Fruit] oranges and strawberries
[Cartoon] family guy, i guess, cartoons aren't my thing

-A R E . Y O U-
[Understanding] that's what the word on the street is
[Open-minded] i sure hope so
[Arrogant] no, that requires confidence
[Insecure] a bit
[Interesting] i'm not boring, that's for sure
[Random] completely
[Hungry] not right now
[Friendly] for the most part
[Smart] yeah
[Moody] i'm a girl, duh
[Childish] i can be
[Independent] not so much
[Hard working] at certain things
[Organized] i have my own system, but it's not as chaotic as it used to be
[Healthy] in some ways
[Emotionally Stable] not really
[Shy] very rarely
[Difficult] depends on the situation and the person
[Attractive] no, good lord!
[Bored Easily] yeah
[Thirsty] not at this moment, no
[Responsible] i like to think so
[Obsessed] only with music
[Angry] nah
[Sad] sorta, but i'm used to it
[Happy] sorta as well

-W H O . D O . YOU . W A N T . T O-
[Kill] no one
[Slap] um, no one specific
[Get Really Wasted With] i don't want to get really wasted, that's not so much fun
[Get High With] nobody, silly
[Look Like] myself, just minus a gazillion pounds plus an attractive face. so basically, jennifer garner.

-S T U F F-
[My Name Is] casey annmarie garrison
[All I Need Is] a good book
[Love Is] a foreign concept to me at this juncture
[I'm Afraid of] being lost, in so many varying arenas

-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[Pictured your crush naked?] wouldn't you like to know
[Been in love] yes
[Cried when someone died] yes
[Lied] like woah

-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] leigh, dave and twig, my parents, my boss
[makes you smile] see above and add shawn and josh and andrew
[who do you have a crush on?] no one, i guess
[has a crush on u?] no one, i guess
[is easiest to talk to] leigh

-D O . Y O U . E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] never, i don't have someone special to wait for
[save aol/aim conversations] only if it's earthshattering, and even then, not really
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] no, i like being a girl
[cried because of someone saying something to you] of course

-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend] twice, in fact
[been rejected] yes sir
[rejected someone] i broke up with someone
[been cheated on] yeah, but it was a long time ago

-W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone] mom hehir
[you laughed with] my parents
[you sent a text message to] joey mcdonnell, surprisingly enough

-D O . Y O U / A R E . Y O U-
[could u live without the computer?] i could live, but i would be bored a lot
[color ur hair] i always color my hair, i just bleached it last weekend
[ever get off the damn computer] yep
[habla espanol] no habla espangol, je parle francais
[drink alchohol?] not so much
[like watching sunrises or sunset] both, but more sunrise

Sorry, but I was bored.

Just breathe...

I'm kind of mad at my life right now. I feel like nothing is right. I know that's hardly the case, but I still feel it. I know all of these things, and I still feel so, well... uninformed, I guess. My mind is so off kilter lately, and I'm not a big fan of that feeling. First off, I'm lonely, and this never produces a happy feeling. I know that I kinda skipped the whole being single stage, but I don't like it. I wouldn't have liked it at 17 either. It feels like, at 20, everyone is finding that person. You know what I mean? Not neccesarily to marry them now, but to cultivate something and let it go in that direction. It's tough to see people who are so happy and comfortable. I mean, I'm happy that so many of my friends have someone like that, I know the feeling and it's great. But knowing the feeling and not actually feeling it makes it so much harder to function. Maybe I hold onto things, but this is one thing I just can't forget. My life is just not were I want it to be. I'm sure this is a passing phase, but it's awfully stinky!

Um, I'm sick too, which is also stinky. I'm afraid that I'm getting mono, which would be contracted from Shawnie Koch. I slept all day today, no joke. I went to bed at like, 2 am, and woke up at noon to go downstairs and fall asleep in our big chair with my cat.

Bible study was kinda stupid last night. I didn't enjoy it at all, except for every single thing that Dave and Twig said. And on that note, this is the end of my blog.


P.S. I feel the need to reconnect with people from my past. This includes Matt DiGesare. There ya go! ;)