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So, it's been awhile since I last updated... Nothing much has happened, such is my life (or lack thereof).

Let's see, I've got a ton of work to do for school so that I actually pass all my classes this semester and get back into Plattsburgh. I should probably be doing that instead of updating, but I do enjoy me some procrastination! I've got 4 papers to write, a math final to study for, and an oral presentation to prepare for. All of these papers require sources from other school libraries and whatnot. This makes it hard to slack off and do it at the last minute, which is my normal modus operandi. Then again, last time I tried to do that, I got a D on my British Literature paper. Nice, I know.

So, today, my plan of action is to re-write my Abnormal Psych paper with a new source (due Friday), to at least start on my paper on the Victorian Era for British Literature, then to do some laundry, to clean my room and my car because they've both reached vomitrocious levels of grossness, and then to start preparing for my British Lit. final project. I have so much work to do and it's really intimidating because I've slacked this semester; so much more that I have in ANY OTHER SEMESTER! I have no idea how I managed it, but I think Math is the only class I'm going to do pretty well in! I know, the irony!

I just don't have the energy to do anything. I want to get the framp out of SCCC and move on with my life, but at the same time, I'm so terrified of leaving. I'm terrified of going back to Plattsburgh. I went for a visit this weekend and spent time with Cojack, which was awesome, don't get me wrong... but there's still something about being away from my support system that frightens me to the point of paralyzation. I'm trying to get a single room so I don't have to deal with another roommate, because I think we all know how that last one worked out... but I'm nervous that by doing so, I'll be cutting myself off from a chance to meet more people. I don't know. I met a couple girls when I went for my visit, Darcy and Katie, and they were wicked cool. Especially Katie, I think we'll get along really well when I go back. Darcy was really funny and she's crazy, so that's a good match right there!

I don't know, I'm insecure. This applies to more than just school. I feel so retarded, for lack of a better word. There's this one guy who makes me all stupid and he has no idea, and I have no idea how I'm supposed to tell him. I'm driving myself crazy with all this worrying and obsessing. I'll probably get the ulcer that I've been tempting for 2 years now, what with all this nonsense going on!

Anyway, school's out in 12 days, then I have finals, and then I go on vacation with Leigh to Rhode Island for 4 glorious nights AND I CANNOT WAIT!

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Yo yo yo

So, if you thought you'd get a blog full of substance and all of my private thoughts, you were wrong.

YOUR SENIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL

1. what school did you attend?Guilderland High School
2. What year was it?2003
3. What were your favorite band(s) or artist(s)? Relient K and the Supertones
4. What was your favorite outfit? Jeans and a hoodie/pea coat, depending on the season.
5. What was up with your hair? It was wicked long and blond and all one length
6. Who was your best friend(s)? At this point, I would say it was Joey.
7. What did you do after school? Static sometimes, mostly just leave and go to Joey's or my house, if I was in school at all!
8. Where did you work? maybe Eckerd? Capital Costumes and Hungerford
9. Did you take the bus?I had my own pimp mobile, thanks, and I gave Corey rides.
10. Who did you have a crush on? A crush? No one
11. Did you have a girlfriend/boyfriend and who? Yes, and Joey
12. Did you fight with your parents?Not so much, I think we got along well
13. Did you ever get detention? Nah! I was a good kid, right?
14. Favorite Subject? Photo or Sculpture!
16. Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on? Matt Theissen from RK
17. Did you smoke cigarettes? Nah
18. Did you lug all your books around in your backpack? No, I was lucky if I remembered my books.
19. Best event ever? Senior Ball
20. Did you have a 'clique'? Sorta... I mostly stuck with Joey.
21. Where was your Senior Prom at?Empire State Convention Center. How pimp!
22. Did you have a "Max" like Zach, Kelly and Slater? Uhhhh, no.
23. Admit it, were you popular? Somewhat... I got along with pretty much everyone
24. Who did you want to be just like? I was okay with being myself
25. What did you want to be when you grew up?I wanted to be a nurse in the Albany Med. NICU
26. Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now? At college, still with Joey, engaged or something... wow, am I glad things are different.
27. What was the color of your yearbook? Burgundy-ish
28. What was (were??) the colors of your school? Red and White
29. What was your school mascot? The Dutchman and the boat... whatev
30. What do you predict you will look like at your 10 year reunion?I'll probably look exactly the same. Dorky.
31. Did you have a pager or a cell phone? I had my mom's cell that I carried around to look cool.

So, word. I've got all this turmoil going on in my brain about a certain boy and I cannot STAND it! And no, it's NOT Joey! :) I kinda like it and I kinda hate it. Weird.

Sick as a dog

I don't get that. Sick as a dog? How sick is a dog? Yes, I'm so insightful and philosophical.

Anyway, I'm sick and I'm sick of being sick. It seems like no matter what happens, if someone is sick; I surely will also be sick within a short period of time. Blaaaahhhhhhh... sick sucks. And I missed classes, so I have to get a note, and I don't think I'm doing so well this semester, and I'm stressing out and that's probably why I'm sick. Okay, that's it.

Oh yeah. Hi Mike. ;)